at bakit ka nakasmile iha???

kag indi ko gid xa ya mapunggan.. :)

kastupid panumdumon nga tungod lang ni sa isa kaupdate sa facebook. update nga nag-add xa friends. LOL but i don't care about his friends, it's not about that. it's just that he will always be that person who could easily make me feel giddy inside maski mere mention of his name lang na.

i have a long-standing school girl crush on a reviewer we had for our NLE review (reviewer.....review.....duh!). and up until now, when my only connection with him is FB, i still get smitten by the simple thought of him. he's not all that on the looks department, mind you but his charisma weakens my knees and any given day i will agree to marry him sa maski diin nga simbahan (naks, agree lang ya eh.. wala ginbutang nga marry gid ya, ma-agree lang ko anay.. LOL).

people say that he's gay and i almost believed so. but basi di man, because he had a girlfriend a few months back. ok, so now you will probably retaliate nga amu na gni nagbreak sila kay agi siya! indi.. from what i've read, the girl decided on it first. Siya lang nag-implement pero subong seems like their on the process of getting back together. As evidenced by his profile pic nga duwa sila. But still his status says single. (shet, obvious nga chismosa ko nga stalker? hmmm... let me correct that, "chismosa nga admirer" kay hambal sang officemate ko before and difference sang stalker kag admirer is that ginatawag mo nga admirer ang tawo kung kaaya-aya man sya, stalker naman kung chakaness.. o db! gaskyrocket ang self-esteem!)

bottomline: ano man matabo, agi ka man or indi, si mark herras man or si joross gamboa kamukha mo, si C*******e man or ako ang madayunan mo sa ulihi(ambisyon 101!), you will always have a special place in my heart and i will always have a sweet smile for you, my kiko..

(shots, shots, shots, shots! everybody! hahahahahaha!)

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I posted a few weeks back about my daydreaming habit. and i just found myself conjuring up a whole new bunch of stories all focusing on a single person. this one's a real person though. i went to college with him, he's a year older and we used to call him mr. library----we first laid eyes on him in our school library. (me and my friend nikki are really good in making up names for people we don't really know, there's mr. pescar, mr. carpenter, fried egg, anime, baby med, and the list goes on. ). so for the benefit of this blog i shall him mr. library still.

I wasn't the one who had a crush on mr. library although i'd have to say he's really appealing, kind of quiet and mysterious actually. anyway! i stumbled on his blog a few days back (hala, obvious aw.. charitess kung kilala mo na.. no names please! haha) i skimmed through it and well, i just found myself thinking about him being my boyfriend. i did so while i was taking a bath, as i was preparing to get out of the house, until i reached don benito and waited for 40 minutes for my shark friend. and every now and then, i still do.

this is humiliating!

i thought about how we would pose for pictures when i'd accompany him on his backpacking journeys (obvious na gid to the next level!) or how i would wait up for him in sm with a pint of ice cream as a welcome treat after a tiring escapade wherever. a lot more pa gid actually pero daw feeling ko kahuluya na gid ni ang ginaubra ko nga pagshare teh tama na ni goro.. hahahah

creative man lng gid ya goro utok ko kag basi mapuslan ko ni kung maging screenwriter na lang ko.

pero subong daydream lang anay kay daw ga-enjoy man ko..

P.S. indi nya man ni mabasahan ang blog nga ni, daku ang pagsalig ko dira.. pero please don't go to the extent nga iinform nyo gid sya noh, maluoy kamu friends..

basi iregret ko ni sa future, pero pwede ko man ni goro macover-up nga compulsive liar lang gid ko ya kag indi ni TUOD! =P