i never heard what you said, but i knew what you meant..

i remember somebody indirectly told me before that i was just a habit. i don't know why it never bothered me that much before. probably because i repressed it. and it just surfacing back again now, only scratched the scar open once again.

i actually even remember a lot more painful labels, but why didn't they ever matter to me then? maybe because i was never one to handle negativity. that i always refused to see them. and that i only focused on the things that i wanted to believe because you meant so much to me. FU!

so all these things that i've repressed, i'm going to remember them all tonight. and tomorrow everything will be over. tomorrow i'll be walking away.